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I seriously think my heart skipped a few beats when I first read the
E-mail. I could not believe what was happening. It was such a huge
surprise... and shock. I mean, what on earth? Seriously me getting
this HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE honour, while there is so much talent out there?
I am still in awe about the fact that I received this enormous honour. It
feels like I won an oscar award. I can't find the words to express how
thankful I am for this, other than just: "THANK YOU SO FRIECKIN' MUCH!" I
want to thank all of my fans that have been supporting me over these 3¼
years at the archive. It is all of you that added my pictures to your
favourites, added comments on my page, added comments on individual
pictures (and always said something nice or constructive critisism that I
can use to grow as an artist), added me to your favourites
(although I don't always know who you are, but I stille really love you!!
<3) and of course all of you guys that voted for me that gave me the
confidence to practise and grow as an artist. I don't think I would have
been able to grow so much if it was not for you guys! And of course Brian.
You deserve one BIG BIG BIG hug for all of the time and effort and support
you put into this archive. I don't know where I'd be and what I'd be doing
if I did not find this archive.
I have been drawing for my whole life (even before I could remember XD).
My mother says that I picked up a pencil at my grandma's house and started
scribbling (my grandma's one amazing and talented artist, so she was very
glad to see me interested in drawing. She encouraged me so much my whole
life. She still encourages me so much. She is one of my biggest
supporters, together with my parents, brother, other grandparents and
friends).
I can't remember the first time I watched TLK, but my mother says I
watched it when I was 3 years old, in 1994 (when it came out, yay! ^^). So
naturally I drew lions everywhere and on everything and I have always been
drawing TLK.
But I got discouraged in 2001. It wasn't "cool" to draw lions in my
school. It wasn't "cool" to even draw at all. So I stopped drawing and got
very despressed, because it was one of my biggest hobbies that had to be
thrown away. I was addicted to drawing. It was the only way to express
myself. So you can imagine the pain I experienced.
But in 2002...
I found TLKFAA... I think it is SpiritWolf77 that was Artist of the
Month at the time. I was so envious of her talent (and still am! XD). I
couldn't believe the amazing talent that can be found at this archive. I
felt like no match for you guys.
I realized image isn't everything and started drawing again. I practised
and practised and practised. I started drawing other subjects than lions.
I started drawing humans, wolves, horses, other 2D movies (I LOVE 2D
Movies! Especially Treasure Planet, Spirit SotC, Cowboy Bebop, Naruto,
Tarzan and list goes on) and it was like a huge weight lifted off my
shoulders. It was so much fun. So eventually I joined in August 2003.
Since then I have been uploading here and there and everywhere. It made me
push my limits and grow as an artist. If I look at my first picture at the
archive and my latest picture, I must say, I think I've grown a lot. And I
could not have done it without you guys supporting me. So once again, a
BIG hug to all of you and especailly Brian Tiemann.
This is a like an amazing early birthday present! (my birthday is on the
8th of November) and September, October, Novmeber and December has always
been my favourite months of the year, because September is spring, October
is Halloween, November is my birthday and December is Jesus' birthday, on
the 25th and also summer. Hehe, so this makes it so much more special.
I will never give in to "image" again! I will always stay a kid at heart,
watch kid's movies and stories and draw and draw and DRAW! It is my dream
to become a illustrator or animator and nothing's gonna stop me!
Bwuahahahaha!
Thanks you guys! ^o^
Jamani B./CherryJam
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